Something is not right. There is a long-standing imbalance that I cannot set right; a major inconsistency I cannot align; a conflict I cannot avoid.
I stand in the middle and wonder how long I can wait. I know I should not make huge decisions when in sadness.
Sometimes, life is difficult. There is not one path that is easy. Everything is risky and complicated. At this point, I still want to give, and to serve, and to share, that's true. I'm not about to up and take back my life and say it's "Me Time" from now on.
Maybe when the rain is gone, I can see more clearly. I should hold on until then. I know God's way is not this way - this, this is chaos. He can't be the author of this chaos. I shall not give in to pressure. I know He created me, beautifully, carefully, purposefully. So I shall not waste this creation by being reckless, swinging to the other end all of a sudden, listening to the voices just to shut them up once and for all.
For this, too, shall pass. And faith, well it's the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things yet unseen.
Sometimes, when dreams, and loved ones, and lies confuse us, we desperately need more faith. We just need more faith to remember that the Author of Dreams, He who is Love, the source of all truth and beauty, is on our side.
If God is for us, who can be against us?
Until the day when the flood subsides, and I see a rainbow again. I know it's out there. My God promised me that.
I stand in the middle and wonder how long I can wait. I know I should not make huge decisions when in sadness.
Sometimes, life is difficult. There is not one path that is easy. Everything is risky and complicated. At this point, I still want to give, and to serve, and to share, that's true. I'm not about to up and take back my life and say it's "Me Time" from now on.
Maybe when the rain is gone, I can see more clearly. I should hold on until then. I know God's way is not this way - this, this is chaos. He can't be the author of this chaos. I shall not give in to pressure. I know He created me, beautifully, carefully, purposefully. So I shall not waste this creation by being reckless, swinging to the other end all of a sudden, listening to the voices just to shut them up once and for all.
For this, too, shall pass. And faith, well it's the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things yet unseen.
Sometimes, when dreams, and loved ones, and lies confuse us, we desperately need more faith. We just need more faith to remember that the Author of Dreams, He who is Love, the source of all truth and beauty, is on our side.
If God is for us, who can be against us?
Until the day when the flood subsides, and I see a rainbow again. I know it's out there. My God promised me that.
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